huge 16th birthday party [25 Nov 2005|01:49am] [ mood | contemplative ] where would one find a field where a bunch of high/drunk teenagers could party with a bonfire without getting in trouble? broken

it's been a while.. [06 Nov 2005|03:21am] [ mood | pleased ] [ music | old nostalgic songs ] I forgot about livejournal a while.. now quite a few people have removed me from their friends list. ouch. thousands of changes, a new version of me but i won't be deleting my old entries for once.. or what's left of them. a quick catch up on my life: -drumline has come and gone, but still being in the play-offs takes up my fridays. i just recently gotten my life back when practices ended a few weeks ago. -i find my sophomore year difficult, not at all like last year [both work and friend-wise]. -quite a few boys have come and gone.. i'm currently involved with someone [finally a musician :) ], and as always there is still chris. -fall is amazing. ah pretty much every aspect of my life has changed. ..so how's your life? broken

[07 Aug 2005|11:03pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | cursive- sinner's serenade ] carla said i should write on here more often so here i am. it's late. tomorrow school starts. bright and early. i have yet to finish my summer reading projects. well, i just finished the work for one book. i'm on sparknotes, trying to finish the work for huck finn. i'm going to be dead tired tomorrow. stupid ap work. well, i'm officially a smart sophomore <3 1 <\3 broken

[05 Jun 2005|12:32am] [ mood | nostalgic ] [ music | Tegan And Sara- The First ] Sorry it's been forever. I hardly ever have time to update, between shows, the xbox, and good times with Carla and friends. Of course, right now Carla's partying with some awesome people, I hope she's not too intoxicated when she gets home (that is if she gets home anytime soon). P.S.- Carla, I just received news that your darling daughter just 'got sick' on my bed. I think you know how feel right now. Anyway, Carla and I have been going to some really awesome shows lately (and I hope this lasts throughout the summer) like Seasons In Passing and Me And Him Call It Us, which happen to be my new bands. They're really awesome. I've also met a lot of new people, like Liz (AKA. YES!), who's possibly the most adorable and coolest person of them all. I never got my call. Well, I think this will suffice. 1 <\3 broken

[08 Apr 2005|03:14am] [ mood | head ache ] [ music | copeland- take care ] Well it's been quite a while. There's not much to say- the family's still it's wonderful dysfunctional self, and I still have no life :) My greatest 'accomplishment' was probably losing a friend over something that I didn't expect- I fell in love/became infatuated(however you will) with another guy. I hate how naive I am. At first, it wasn't supposed to be real, but it turned out to be something more. It was great, then of course I fucked up and now I'm paying for that. That's pretty much it. This spring break has been a waste. The first year I haven't left town for it and it sucks. Georgia is pure hell. I haven't gotten anything done, except a lot of sleeping. Tonight Carla and I plan on going to see Sin City. That should be great. (and in celebration of my updating, I made a new layout) <3 2 <\3 broken

[06 Feb 2005|08:18pm] Sorry for the lack of updates. This one will be complete with photos to make up for it. So things are good. Chris and I are great friends, life's fun and the such. Yesterday I went to a drumline competition which ruled. Today I laid around, did makeup and camera-whored<3 ( Pictures♥ ) 1 <\3 broken

[20 Jan 2005|11:43pm] [ mood | hopeful ] i'm loved in return and it's fantastic. it's chris :) summary: i've loved him ever since i met him (in seventh grade, so it's been 2 and a half years). how he told me is adorable. the note went something like this: 'i love you' 'lies' 'trues' 'you're lying' 'fine. i'll take it somewhere else then' 'are you serious?' 'duh' 'you've lied about it before' 'never' 'you're lying' 'fine. i'll leave' 'no. i love you, too' 'LIES' 'how dare you deny my love. you know it's true' 'maybe' 'shall i prove it?' [he couldn't stop laughing]'YES' 'name anything' 'you' [i didn't quite understand..]'i'll just take my love elsewhere' 'but i told you i want you' 'like sex?' 'DUH' [:(]'i'm more of a committed person. sorry.' 'no, we will lay together passionately.' 'you only want me for sex chris.' 'no way' 'sarcasm' 'no. i love you.' 'STOP LYING' 'i'd tell you if i was.' 'as much as i'd like to believe you.. you just want me for sex.' 'not really. seriously.' 'i've loved you ever since i met you.' ':), you're an awesome person' 'so are you, beautiful<3' yep. we're not dating though. but it's perfectly fine. i couldn't be happier :) <3 2 <\3 broken

life soundtrack [27 Dec 2004|06:49am] [ mood | cold ] [ music | cursive- the martyr ] Tanj did this. I finally decided to do it. opening credits: metric- soft rock star waking-up scene: no doubt- simple kind of life average-day scene: sarah bettens- all of this past smoking a cigarette scene: blindside- roads best-friend scene: the distillers- drain the blood driving scene: beloved- death to traitors first-date scene: minus the bear- monkey knife fight falling-in-love scene: thomas newman- whisper of a thrill love scene: deftones- change fight-with-friend scene: avenged sevenfold- turn the other way break-up scene: trust company- hover (quiet mix) advice scene: blindside- painting mental-breakdown scene: sparta- cataract lesson-learning scene: blindside- she shut your eyes birthday scene: crystal method- born too slow happy dance scene: the sounds- living in america drinking scene: the cardigans- my favourite game party scene: peaches- fuck the pain away dream scene: clint mansell- requiem for a dream regret scene: underoath- a boy brushed red.... living in black and white long-night-alone scene: the spill canvas- all hail the heartbreaker wedding scene: from first to last- emily or copeland- she changes your mind death scene: coheed and cambria- delirium trigger closing credits: scarling- band aid covers the bullet hole broken

[29 Nov 2004|08:23pm] Today is my birthday. I'm 15. <3 1 <\3 broken

[07 Nov 2004|08:51pm] [ mood | nostalgic ] [ music | Thrice- So Strange I Remember You ] What I Will Accept For My Birthday: Money Gift cards (to worthy places ex: Best Buy) Band shirts/hoodies/stickers/patches/buttons (of bands I actually like) CDs Jewelry Mac makeup Glow sticks (and other glowy things) stuffed bear and other random hot things broken

[31 Oct 2004|11:59pm] So, I was looking for the right guy and I bumped into him and didn't even notice it. I did go for it, a little unprepared at first, but that quickly changed. I screwed things up in the end, so here I am. If Karma exists, it sucks. I did somethings I regret tonight. I wish I could take it all back and start over, but I can't. He's moved on.. I read her journal.. and my heart broke into pieces. I convinced myself it was the perfect relationship with commitment and love, and it was. I feel like I won't ever find it again. Maybe I should just grow up after all. Bright sides... none so far. Tuesday off. It's pretty gay how we get to go in tomorrow then get Tuesday off. I hate that crap. My family has been great to me, cheering me up.<3 broken

[15 Sep 2004|11:08pm] [ mood | flirty ] [ music | Underoath- Down, Set, Go ] Today was good. Life's swell. Thomas asked me out. At 9:15 to be exact. What's today's date? September 15th. :O I said yes of course. :) The end ? <3 broken

[26 Aug 2004|03:18pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Deftones- Changes ] After last night, I have to update. And show off. I went to a concert. Not just anyy concert, no. I went to a Me Without You and Blindside concert. Yes. Be jealous. I got to meet up with Thomas, what a great kid. He kept making fun of my height though. Pfft. Anyway, I thought he left me because he's like, 'I'm out' so I got all sad, but he came back! So I was happy again! Anyway, Blindside played Where the Sun Never Dies, Caught a Glimpse, All of Us, Shekina, King of the Closet, Pitiful, Cute Boring Love, some very old song I wasn't familiar with and wrapped it up with About a Burning Fire. Christian dyed his hair, but it doesn't look bad. It was great. Thomas is great. Woo, what a great night! I was up at the left front speaker too, so at the end of the night I was deaf and my legs were jello, but it was so worth it. Although I wish I bought something.. oh well, still great<3 I don't shop at Hot Topic I'm not mallcore. I'M HARDCORE! 2 <\3 broken

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